"Sometimes when I’m on my own or hanging out I find myself unable to do normal things. I can’t seem to switch off, and if I do have a day off I get bored and then a bit sad ‘cos I feel like I’m not doing enough. What more can I do today? It kinda does mess you around. I just can’t sit still for more than ten minutes. The only thing we’ve known for the last four years is get up and go, go, go! Add to that the way I was hyper when I was a kid and it makes me very restless"